Sometimes I wish I could have a time machine and go back. Again, I cannot remember what happened I was focused on what I wanted, but then I screw it up. Why? I don’t even have an answer, it was something that I really wanted to happen, and now, everything is gone.
I’ve made a promise to myself, that was my last mistake, from now on, I’ll change.
Sometimes (i.e. today) I feel a bit sad, because I’m looking desperately for “someone” to share my time with, my thoughts, or whatever… the problem is that “someone” hasn’t showed up and it’s quite annoying to keep waiting…
I’ve never been single for this long, I do not like to be lonely…I cannot explain it to myself: how come I want a partner that much! …and the worst part: I’m not dating anyone in a “serious way”
It is probably because I am planning to leave Mexico again and I cannot establish a “formal” relationship with someone… my “inner me” still feels guilty of the way I acted the last year… I was so selfish…
